23rd Aug last year

I was getting ready to hospital at this hour to deliver baby Cola. Haha...

Today, after feeding baby Cola at 4am, I cant get back to sleep! Last night, I was still asking ccw silly question before I slept. I asked him will I have stomachache at 4am? LOL...And, when I recall back, I told him that: NO, I am not going to go through the process again. He agreed! Hahaha...I am not sure the reason why I say so, but I believe it is not about the pain itself, but the WHOLE process (pregnancy-delivery-confinement-look after baby). --> I need to emphasize on this as I realised that my post on my delivery process scared some of you. Haha..

Today, we are going to celebrate baby Cola's very first Birthday! Am really excited about it! Maybe that is the reason why I am wide awake at this time. Weird, I am not as excited when comes to my own birthday. LOL! In fact, it seems like I put more effort into his birthday party than my wedding. Or maybe this is a last minute plan and I got shorter time to prepare for it, so it makes ccw and I busier than the time we plan for our wedding? No idea. Last night my fil actually said that so the birthday got so many "macam" one la? Kekeke...I think I did not overdo it. I just make one thing extra I think, or the whole thing is an extra? Hahahaha....

Baby Cola got fever yesterday afternoon which made me worried. But just now when I fed him, his temperature seems normal already. I hope he is OK when he wake up later.